today during legacy mrs khong was talking about i dont know what rubbish,
then she asked
mrs khong : what would each of you like to change about yourself, physically?
whole class: *silence and just stares back at her*
mrs khong: okay.. who's the bimbo of the class?
whole class: NA-TA-SHAAA!
me: WHAT?! NO!




and i glared at tofu cos i know she shouted the name the loudest.
WHAT THEEEEEE.
please okay, im not a bimbo.
im not insulting them, but.. im just not one lah!




then i started defending myself in class.
like hello,
who's the one with
a compact mirror (its pink),
nail clipper,
buffer,
lip balm, lip gloss (pink too),
ten thousand coloured rubberbands (mostly pink) and clips,
a small AND big comb (they're BOTH pink ),
and fragrant body lotions that she brings to school everyday?
i know..
JAZREEEEELLLLLL TAN!
so yeah, that makes her more of a bimbo than me thanks.



that bootylicious boob woman.




it was raining like maaad today.
cold, but nice (:




screw the RAD mode.
walau spoil my day only.
i cant believe i was so BLIND.




oh yeah, lets talk about yesterday.
school was alright,
javana was talking in our indianey lango.
ooh yes (:
then after school, had shake and adiemus practice at the voideck.
so me and zan were just.. being our lame selves as usual.
and we started talking crap, like seriously
crap.
so then she looked at me and said
zan: nat, look.. at the trees *points behind*
and she gave me a i-know-it-all-and-you-dont face.
and i was thinking okay she's trying to be random huh
so me ( trying to act smart back) said
nat: zan, look.. at my ear *points to NOSE*
and almost immediately zan just burst out into laughter and started rolling around the floor.
IT TOOK ME LIKE ALMOST 5 SECS TO REALISE WHY SHE WAS LAUGHING.
then i started rolling around the voideck and covering my face cos i was so embarrassed!
hahaha gosh why do stuff like that always happen to me!




and even today,
when i was on the train home with daph and jamie.
hahahaha okay lah i dont wanna malu myself any further.
there's really no one else in the world that could be more blur and sotong as me, seriously.
FINE, I ADMIT IT OKAY OKAY OKAY.




mum's birthday was today.
so after ballet,
we headed for dinner.
my mum was quite shocked with the gift i got her.
dont ask me why.
it was just.. weird.
then she was like
mum: you didnt have to get me anything lah.
me: nvm lah. its your birthday what.
mum: i dont need a present that comes in a box
me: then what do you want?
mum: promise me you'll work hard for your ballet exam. and your studies.



and when she said that,
i was totally speechless.
i mean okay, i can promise her that.
but its whether i'll do well or not.
and for my ballet exam,
gosh its not like im a fantastic ballet dancer
so promising her something like that will be kinda risky.
but its got me thinking alot
okay, forget it
i'll work hard.




it starts eyes closed,
to fingers crossed.




to i swear, i say.